Wednesday, 10 April 2013

it hurts so much

Hi  Little Mollie,

I keep thinking of your pretty little face and blonde  hair, and I want so much to be able to get to know you!

I had a horrid time last night as I woke up all panicky and upset, it happens quite often since we have been cut out of your Mummy`s life.

Grandad looked after me he is lovely and It breaks my heart you may never know him.

We did not send you anything for Easter as it breaks our hearts that we never hear if you get the presents or not, but it does not mean we did not think of  you and wished with all our hearts we could be with you.

I bet you and Daisy enjoyed some easter eggs!!

I have been on diet since Xmas and managed to lose a stone!  just over actually.  Your Mummy would be suprised!  hopefully it will help my arthritic knees and blood pressure!

We go on holiday in 4 weeks to Corfu and we will send you  a card.

It tears me apart to think you will be 5 in June and I have missed all your babyhood.

We love you still and always will and just cherish the 9 months we did have with you.

Am now going upload picture of our little doggie Rosie our King Charles spaniel who was 10 last month!
as you can see we got her a cake with 10 candles on.
We love you Mollie and hugs and kisses from Grand dad and me xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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