Dear Mollie

Hi Little Mollie,

I expect you busy settlinginto school before Xmas!

I have chosen you a little top and some sweeties, and a small gift for Daisy and Lola who we sadly not seen yet but  hope and pray we can one day

Grandad took me to Potters for sunday night a lovely night away and we drove down your road on the way.  It made us so sad that we could not call and see you.

We love you and think of you all the time.

Nannie and Grandad Johnson xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

so sad

Dearest Mollie

gosh  you are going to be a very busy big sister!! 

Grandad came to see Mummy on 21st September but sadly he was allowed to see you and Daisy and the new baby Lola.

Grandad came home so very sad and it broke my heart to see him like that.

I have been very unwell and Grandad and I just feel so desperately sad we are unable to see you or Mummy or Daddy.

Please believe that we never stop loving your or thinking of you.

I just long to drive over and see Mummy and you and Daisy and the new baby.

Sadly I know that is not possible.

Remeber we love  you if we are  not well enough to deliver xmas  presents we will never stop loving you or thinking of you.

Nannie and Grandad Johnson.

In dark place

Hi. Little mollie

Since my last blog we had lot of worry with little Rosie our little doggy.

Thankfully she is lots better now but she did not like the hot weather.

We hope you were given the  dolly and clothes I made when your mummy was small also the books.

We left them  On step no one was in.  We were devastated to learn that mummy is on maternity leave.

How exciting for you and Daisy though a new brother or sister.
How we would love to share that .

We think of you every day and we will love you always.

Nannie and grandad .

So sad still

Dearest Mollie

I hope you received the card we sent you from Norway.

People on our table chatted about their grand children and it broke our hearts to say we are not allowed to see you.

We are home now grandad and I have been taking Rosie on the beach this morning it was lovely.

Your great uncle John nannies twin came to us for a barbecue yesterday that was lovely.

How we would love to be able to take you on the beach!  I expect mummy and daddy do.

We hope you having lovely time on holiday.

Grandad is going to bring all the books and toys over for you and daisy and it would be lovely if we saw you.

We love you

Nannie and grandad  Johnson x x x x x x x x

so very poignant!

Hi Little Mollie,

Just to let you know that we are thinking of you and sad every day that we cannot be seeing you, and for the time we can never have back.

We have had a lovely new bathroom fitted with a whirlpool bath and how lovely if you were able to have fun in it!

We had to clear the loft and have found so much of Mummy`s toys and childhood favourite books,we are going to bring them over for you, sadly Mummy does not contact us at all so we will have to take a chance.
We are bringing Mummy`s old dolls pram and dolly with some clothes which I have washed for her!

Do  hope you have fun seeing toys your Mummy had.

We love you and think of you all the time.
We are going on a cruise next Monday to Iceland Faroe Isles and Norway how exciting and we will send you a postcard as always.

all our love Nanny and Grandad Johnson xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Happy 5th birthday dearest Mollie

dear Mollie

Grandad and I chose you a pretty card and  £25 Next vouchers.

I hope you see  the card and  have fun choosing a present.

I can't  but be sad thinking of all we have missed.

Have lovely birthday with Daisy mummy and daddy remember we always loved you and always will.

Grandad is  at work  tomorrow and is so sad Mummy did not write back  to him.

We hurt so badly missing you all.

Nannie and Grandad Johnson x x.

upsetting dream!

Hi Little Mollie,

This is your Nanna again,  you do not know me but I hope with all my heart you will do one day.

Last night I dreamt that I saw you and my late Mother was in dream, it was so distressing.

 Your were still a baby instead of a big girl nearly 5!  You asked me to help  you with your dinner and I put you in your high chair.

Then Mummy appeared with some friends it was an upsetting dream.

Grandad is lot better now but I have been ill with chest infection, I also have to have some tests at hospital next week so quite stressful.

We had a lovely week in Corfu except I got a chest infection!!  just finished my anti biotics.

We sent you a card and I hope you got it.  WE always send you a card.

I will buy you a voucher and send off for your birthday

Gran dad posted Mummy a letter as we wondered if she would like you and Daisy to have some of her childhood toys and her university stuff.

We hope she answers it.

We love you Mollie and miss you more than words can say.

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good and bad news!!

Hi little Mollie,

Grandad is very poorly today and that is a worry, he has had bad dizzy spell.

We are taking him to doctor tomorrow.

I hope you are well and happy playing with Daisy no doubt.

We have heard that Cathy my niece has been to see you and if she has that is good.

Grandad and I are so sad we not able to come and see you but we will come over with present for your 5th birthday.

I asked your Uncle Steve to come see you but he cant forgive Mummy for making us so sad so he will not which upset me greatly.

I cant believe it is nearly 5 years since we held you for the first time it was such a lovely day.

We love you Mollie and always will.

Grandad decorated our bedroom this winter!

we went away on Mothers Day weekend, uncle Steve rang and sent lovely card how I missed your Mummy though.

Uncle Steve at Xmas with his book!!

our little Rosie on her 10th birthday!

it hurts so much

Hi  Little Mollie,

I keep thinking of your pretty little face and blonde  hair, and I want so much to be able to get to know you!

I had a horrid time last night as I woke up all panicky and upset, it happens quite often since we have been cut out of your Mummy`s life.

Grandad looked after me he is lovely and It breaks my heart you may never know him.

We did not send you anything for Easter as it breaks our hearts that we never hear if you get the presents or not, but it does not mean we did not think of  you and wished with all our hearts we could be with you.

I bet you and Daisy enjoyed some easter eggs!!

I have been on diet since Xmas and managed to lose a stone!  just over actually.  Your Mummy would be suprised!  hopefully it will help my arthritic knees and blood pressure!

We go on holiday in 4 weeks to Corfu and we will send you  a card.

It tears me apart to think you will be 5 in June and I have missed all your babyhood.

We love you still and always will and just cherish the 9 months we did have with you.

Am now going upload picture of our little doggie Rosie our King Charles spaniel who was 10 last month!

as you can see we got her a cake with 10 candles on.

We love you Mollie and hugs and kisses from Grand dad and me xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Sad times

Hi to little mollie

You are always in our thoughts.  Grandad is 68 now and sometimes  I worry so much for his health.
Al he has ever done is work for his family to support us and he worked so hard for your mummy never dreaming she wouldreject us.

Is always little sad on his birthday which was sat week .  Uncle Steve sent lovely card and pres but he would have given  o much to hear from his daughter.

But life goes on and we have lots exciting plans this year.

I would be prepared to go to court to try and see you and Daisy who sadly we never seen but not fair to grandad I cannot risk his health.

It broke our hearts to see you with you other nannie knowing you will never know us.
When mummy was expecting you it was such an exciting time and the first time I held you I thought my heart would explode with joy.

It was beyond cruel to stop grandad and I from seeing you.

My heart aches so much to see other little girls becuse they are not you you will be in my heart and mind forever.

Uncle steve too who loved you dearly but cannot bear what  mummy has one to us.

Be happy Mollie never forget we will always love you and think of you .
Nannie Johnson x x xxx x x x xx

thinking of you Mollie and Daisy

Hi to our little grand daughters, is lovely for me to be able to picture you now Mollie, now that I saw you before Xmas, and can picture your pretty little face and lovely smile.

Oh how sad we were last Sunday remembering all the birthdays we had share with Mummie and she was 32 we had 28 years of helping to make her birthday special.

Grand ad and I  looked at some old photos and it was very painful.  I expect you would like to see pictures of Mummy when she was a little girl like you!

We love you and I think of you every day, and just wishe we could be in your life.
A  picture of Uncle Steve and his new partner Anina and a couple of Grandad and me.

all our love Nannie and Grandad. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Uncle Steve birthday

Hi Little Mollie and Daisy

It was your Uncle Steves birthday on Friday 11th (that is Mummy`s older and only brother).

He came to see us with his partner and her Mum who is over from S Africa.  Also his 2 stepsons Vincent and Rodney who we are loving getting to know.


I felt very sad when he was talking to Rodney about how your Mummy used to be a very fussy eater, it really upset me which was shame as we were having lovely day.

Uncle Steve wanted to show the boys photos of whenhe was small and there were so many lovely ones with Mummy and him and  Grandad and me, it was so sad that you will not be able to see how Mummy looked as little girl!

We try to hope as always that we will see you one day.


We love you very much and think of you all the time.

love you always Nannie and Granddad Johnson

Daisy birthday

Hi Little Mollie,

I expect you had fun this week as we think it was Daisy`s birthday.

I hope she liked the card we sent and that Mummy got her a little treat with the money.

I was very sad thinking that we never seen your little sister, at least i have a picture of you in my mind now as a little girl, rather than the lovely baby we have houseful of photos of.

I expect Mummy will write to my oldest friend soon but I doubt we will hear from her if only we could at least have photos of you both.

Expect you will be going back to school next week, no snow this holiday to play in!

We love you so much and would give the world to see you again.

Nannie and Grand dad Johnson xxxxxxxxxx