Article we took advice from bel mooney etc

Picture of mummy and me in happier times that makes cry to look at now!

Also article in daily mail bel mooney kindly advised us to step back for our own protection from all the hurt and pain. 

And picture

of little Rosie who would love you mummy used to love her! We treasure each day now she nearly 13

So very very sad

Dear mollie I expect you enjoyed half term. Grandad is not very well neither am I at moment so we won't be blogging at moment. We wrote to bel mooney for advice and were told to protect ourselves from our daughter your mummy apparent hatred for us and decided to take that advice. Focus more on Grandad instead of prodigal daughter and use that emotional energy on those that do want us seems good advice. Never forget mollie that we treasured every moment of 9months we knew you and none of this was our decision. Grandad and I will go to our graves sad we were denied seeing you since you were 9. Months old.

We gave not earn been allowed a photo and the spin is indescribable.

We pray one day you will meet us and we never ever stopped sending Xmas birthday cards and gifts we love you very much,  nanny and grandad Johnson 

Cards and gifts

Hi dear Mollie Daisy and. Lola

Hope you get to open our cards we sending them tomorrow!

Have fun choosing gift  from nanny Grandad johnson.  Have a lovely time at Christmas and we hope and pray we are able to see you all one day.

Merry Christmas

Dearest Mollie

This will sadly be the 7th Xmas without you mummy daddy and your sisters.

We will always love you and think of you all.

Grandad and I chose a pretty card for you, Daisy and Lola  and he bought some next vouchers for each of you.  We would love to near that you got them safely and what you chose.

We will not come over with presents because it is way too distressing to be left on step while curtains are drawn and door locked.

We will be going. To uncle Steve's again with his family this Xmas and dear Joan our elderly neibor has offered to have Rosie.  

Little Rosie is now 12 nearly 13 and we are thrilled to still have her snoring away while I type this.

Mollie you were only 7 months old here the first Xmas you were born in an nanny and Grandad's home and this is dear Joan

Only photo we have

This must be well out of date how very sad that is all we have taken. NEarly 2 year ago.

Grandad framed it as it is important to us.

Long while

Dearest Mollie

It is a long while since I last posted a blog for you.  We have had a lot of different stresses and it has not been an Easy year.

At the moment your grandma feels v unwell but we have new doctor. NOw changed our surgery so that is an improvement.

It was a busy summer we thought of you and your sisters all the time and miss you more than we can Ever say.  I have to try not to dwell on it or I can't go on it is way too painful.

Your uncle Steve does his best bless him, he send me flowers for my birthday forgetting we were going away, they did t last v well so he got them resent and did me a card with photos of his summery holiday here with his family that was so kind.

It rained badly when he came to stay in Clacton In August, we managed a morning on the beach though the boys love that.  We also went to the zoo which was great fun if exhausting !  I wonder if mummy has taken you to the beach and zoo this summer.  I expect so.

Grand dad and I love you very much never forget that.

All our love always. Xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Happy 7th birthday Mollie

Dearest Mollie

Further to earlier blog I hope you enjoy wearing the gold necklace it is a good one and a little pink sapphire we chose for you.

Be happy and always be sure that we loved you dearly and completely broken our hearts not to be able to be part of your life.


Love always Nannie a s grandad Johnson xxxxx

Happy 7th birthday Mollie

Dearest Mollie

Grandad posted your present today hope you get it tomorrow and are allowed to open it!
I wonder if you having a party ? Have lots of fun with mummy daddy Daisy and Lola how we would love to share it with you too.

We had no sleep last night our little Rosie poorly and we love her so, she is 12 now.  Vet was v kind and she had blood test showed inflammation of pancreas so we taking good care of her and back vet tomorrow while grandad at work.

Never forget you

We will never forget the thrill of becoming grandparents and when I held you in my arms at few hours old Mollie i thought my heart would burst with love and. Pride it was an indescribable delight.

We may not have been allowed to see you since February 2009 but you will always be in our hearts,

Mollie nearly 7!

Dearest Mollie

How  sad it makes me to think we have missed nearly 7 years of your life, Mummy too and your sisters.

We went to Ipswich last night grandad took me to see lulu at regent, I think of you all when we are somewhere close to your home, but we can't put ourselves through the extreme hurt of rejection again like we had 3 times last year.

It is half term and hope you having fun.

Grandad hurt his back and now leg bless him he still keeps working one day week.

We have chosen You Pretty gold necklace with pink sapphire  for your 7th birthday and hope you allowed to wear it and like it.

We love you Mollie and  still pray we see you before we die, also hope we have lots years ahead still!

The catholic priest who was so kind to us over our estrangement and enormous upset with your mummy sadly died last week, suddenly he was only 74.

Love Nannie and Geandad. Xxxxxxxxxxx

Rosie etc

Do you like 

Peter rabbits rabbit stories mollie?  Grandad and I  bought you  set of them for Xmas 3 years ago,

This is Rosie taken last week 

Rosie

Hi Mollie

Gosh what horrid Easter grandad and I and we were very ill with sickness and diarrhoea thank goodness we getting over it now.

We hope you had a lovely holiday.

Little Rosie has a bad eye and the vet couldn't diagnose it so we had to take her to specialist at Newmarket yesterday.  Grandad and I were so stressed as she is such a little lifeline to us.
The specialist was a nice  lady very clever and we are so relieved that the condition is treatable but it cost a lot of money!

We are tired today and grandad  went to work just as well we need bit extra as have take Rosie back next month.

Hope you not been ill like us and had a lovely Easter  holiday.

We are looking forward to seeing your uncle Steve Anina Vince and Rodney in 2 weeks.

Rosie will need eye drops  and ointment In Her eyes for always now bless her.

All our love Nannie and grandad  xxxxxxx

Holiday pics

Nannie and Grandad on formal night, the dress is one I wore to mummies wedding!

Happy Easter Mollie Daisy and Lola

Wish we could have chosen presents to give you but we do our best and really can't bear to drive over to be rejected again.
 This is Rosie our little doggie 12 birthday!

We were so worried  leaving her for 17 days for our holiday but Lisa a lady who  used to work for Grandad had her In Her own Home.We missed her so do you like dogs Mollie?

Barbados

Hi Mollie

Expect you having fun on Easter holidays with Daisy and little Lola. Always hard for Grandad and I when we see. Other Gran and Gra dad's with their grandchildren in the holidays.

I sent you a card and £10 for mummy to buy you eggs and hope you got it ok.

Grandad and I sent you postcard also all way from Barbados.

We had fabulous,time o. Cruise and at hotel will try upload photos.

We think of you everyday and love your very much

Nannie and grandad xxxxxx

More photos

Hi mollie Daisy and Lola

More photos of Grandad 70th and our weekend away.

More photos

Nannie again mollie Daisy and Lola

More photos  we have more on Camera  but not uploaded them yet.Nannie and grandad outside uncle Steve's posh club in Mayfair
Uncle Steve nanny and Anina In other picture.  Grandads cake also! Xxxx

Grandad is 70

Hi dear Mollie Daisy and Lola

Your grandad was 70 a week ago!

I gave him a party and had a lovely cake made for him he enjoyed the fuss!

Little Danika our great niece came with her parents, and lots friends.

Uncle Steve took grandad to a posh club in London and treated him to lunch his partner Anina and myself your nanny went too of course.

I will upload some photos soon.

How sad for Grandad that his only daughter  and grandchildren were not there or even Sent a card,

Joan our dear friend and neibor was there and she wrote to Mummy But no response.

We hope you all well and we love you and miss you.

Nanny and grandad xxxxxxxx

We went to friends 65th party and Grandad was good sport in his hula hula skirt! Xxxxxxx