Your great grandad Grave and your grandad Graham with Xmas presents for you

Merry Christmas !

Hi dearest Mollie

Grandad and I posted your little gifts and sent you xmas card we do hope you allowed to have them.

This is only Xmas you were at Nannie and Grandads,  mummy loved colourful outfits!
This was your first Xmas we think of you mummy and daddy and Daisy and Lola all the time.

We go to uncle Steve's on xmas eve and stay couple nights for Xmas, I hope you know home one day he is a lovely man.

Sad week for us as your great Grandad died 6 years ago this week.  We took a posts to grave and we miss him so much he was like. Dad to me, as well as  to your Grandad.  My dad died when I was only 16 so I got to know him better sadly than my own father.

Grandad and I have booked exciting cruise and holiday to Barbados in march for Grandad's 70th.The best present for him would be to hear from his daughter and see you Daisy and Lola of course.

However we make most of our lives.  Nanny been unwell with chest infection but hope be ok for travelling to uncle Steve and just hope Grandad doesnt get it.

All  our love and how we thought of you when saw the nativity at Walton school where nannie volunteers.  Bet mummy told you she was Mary one year at her school.

Going try upload more photos for next blog.

Merry Xmas again hope Santa kind to you and you like our presents,
Nanny Anne and grandad graham xxxxxxxxxx

Photo muddle

Dear mollie
This is book and penguin top we are sending you for x as Gra dad read about gruffalo to you and often talks about it.  Does mummy still love penguins ?  I hope top fits you and you receive it ok we.Never  hear.

Poor Grandad had another car accident he is badly shaken.  Car is worse!

We will never forget you mollie and always remember we loved you dearly.

Hope see uncle Steve

Uncle Steve with my birthday champagne and Rodney his stepson 

next Saturday we cant drive stay with the. Due to accident but they meeting us at Cambridge.

Love you always Nannie and grandad xxx

So sad

Dear mollie

We now know where you go to school and that mummy is a school governor there a fried told us.

Grandad and I came Down your road and mummy was at door with Lola I
Presume it upset me very much not having seen her for 6 years.

We had lovely weekend away with our friends just feel so sad that we can't even have photo of you I tried to compare the baby photo of you (we have dozens) with the one we found on Facebook you still have blue eyes!
I trained as beautician and love to use different colours
Now I am hearing little ones read at school near us they are 6 same age as you I expect you read well.

The other photos are little Rosie who is 11now  take. By kennels when we were in Portugal In. September 

Update for Molle megan

Hi dearest  Mollie

Well we have been busy grandad took me to the  algarve for rest of birthday celebrations
Then we also went away last weekend grandad took me for solid gold weekend in Norfolk.
We saw some old friends who have now moved to kesgrave where you live !  It upset us a little as they wanted to know if we had seen you, if only we could.  They have moved to be near their grand children,

I have had MRI scan on foot now do hope helps with treatment.

Little Rosie has Ben to different sitter and it is much Nicer than kennels for her now she is 11.

Grandad is wallpapering the hallway for me, and we have chosen new carpet and paint exciting.

We love you mollie and pray one day you will see these blogs.

Nannie and grandad Johnson xxxxxxxxxxx

Photo muddle!

This is the pressy we bought over in June to add to money sent, hope you liked it mollie

Grandad took me to Belgium. To see cliff in.may

Chrisitne has been such good friend and support to me since the estrangement 

Dear little Danika on her 1st birthday. Sadly we never got to see you on any birthday

My rose posie love her.

Anina lovley girl who uncle Steve is with. Ow.

Grandad would adore to have been able to love you all and watch you grow.  He would been. Such lovely Gra dad.

Steve your only blood uncle and a lovely son to be proud of.

Nannie Anne is 60!

Hi dearest Mollie

I was dreading reaching 60 and I certainly did not expect not to have my daughter and Grandaughters
In my life.

However I think of you each day and will until I die.

I am so loved and blessed your uncle Steve gave me lovely birthday weekend, we had cake and Champagne and his lovely partner made us so welcome they have moved to Chippenham a lovely house we have our own guest room en suite bathroom!  Rosie came too.

Yesterday grandad took me for posh lunch and I had 21 cards!  How wonderful if you and Daisy and Lola could have been there. But I still had amazing time.  Mummy would have been good at the celebrations for my 50th she got me badge with party song I still have it I think.

I dont feel too sad as I feel so loved and blessed.

I only pray one day I will see you and mummy again.

Especially for grandad who will be 70 next year.

I hope school going well and remember we always loved you.

Mollie Daisy and. Lola

We are not allowed to see  you grow, , no photographs will be taken
But make no mistake we will always love you so.



Nannie and. Grandad. Johnson xxxxxxxxxxxx

Nannies foot

Dearest Mollie,

I has been so hard for grandad and Nannie since Juen 9th when Grandad tried to come see Mummy but she locked door in his face.

It is too distressing for us now, Grandad will be 70 next year and Nannie willbe 60 this year.
I have been in so much pain with foot trouble and just has 2 more steroid injections last Friday

I sent Mummy a picture of little 'Rosie our beloved king charles who was star pet in local paper!

I wonder if she will show you?

This photo is Rosie and Nana last xmas

We had Auntie Joan for xmas lunch you can see her with Grandad and Vince Uncle Johns stepson.

 

We love you so much and as  I type I am surrounded by photos of you as a baby in my study, we have never been allowed a photo of you since.   xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Poor Nannie

Danika and Nannie

 

Dearest Mollie I do hope you received our card and presents especially the pretty top we bought  you from next, this dear little girl is my twin brother Johns grandaughter and we love to see her she lives near  us.  If only we could see you and Daisy and Lola but we have to pray one day we can.

Danika and Grandad

your birthday card for 6th

Anina Uncle Steves partner and Nana

Rodney

Uncle Steve and Nana

Rosie posie!

Grandad Uncle Steve Anina and Vince

Poor Nannie and grandad

Hi dear mollie

Grandad and I came over to try speak to mummy on Monday the balloons for your birthday were on the door I was sooo sad o. Sunday thinking of you especially as you were born on A Sunday.

Mummy locked door and ran upstairs Grandad was so distressed.

Then we came back with a pretty top for you we hope you liked it.

We have been quite ill with all distress of it this week.

Love you and feel so sad. It to see you grow up.
The photo shows how thrilled was to hold you that day you were born 6 years ago

Xxxxxxxx

6 

Easter eggs and cards

Dear est Mollie just to prove we did buy easter eggs and card for you but we do woner if you receive them. Add caption

 

 

Hi Mollie, this is when you were a bump in mummys tummy!

 

It was a happy exciting time just beforey you were born!

I loved Mummy so much and we were so close although we used to have rows we always made them up, i am so sad now that we are not in your lives.

 

I wanted you to know that we did have happy time as Mum and daughter and it was not all bad.

I cherish fond memories.

 

It make me sooooo sad to think that  your were born on a Sunday 6 years ago tomorrow!

I have not been allowed to see you since you were 9 months old and the pain does not get easier.

I hope you have a happy day and that you are allowed to open the card and the money Grandad and I sent you.

 

more photos!

Nanny Anne back again!1
We just been see Cliff in Belgium you will have to ask Mummy about him I reckon!
She used to tease me but I think she liked some of his songs.
We  had great time except I have a painful foot, and  yesterday had steroid injection do hope that works.
Grandad treated me for my 60th birthday which is later this year.
We love you Mollie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Birthday on Sunday!!

Dearest Mollie,

Grandad and I have just come back from Belgium, it was exciting we went on Eurostar!

We are filled with the  usual sadness that this time of year brings as another year and we still cannot see you or even have photos.

I have bought you a card and we will enclose a voucher, the heart has gone out of me choosing you presents we never know if you get them.

this is your Grandad with my twin brothers little grandaughter, our great niece Danika,she is a poppet, it was her first birthday party.  How devastate I was when we were not allowed to be at your first party.  And below is me  your Nannie Anne with little Danika.

 

This is photo of your grandad who would so love to be part of your life!!  He is enjoying our holiday in Crete.

Nearly 6

Hi dearest Mollie

I do hope you got the card grandad and I sent you from crete.

It breaks my heart another year passed you are 6 soon and we cannot see you still.

However we never stop loving you and. Thinking of you .

How sad we never been allowed to share birthday with you since day you were born.
I will never forget the feeling of absolute love and. Pride on holding you for first time.