very upsetting

Dear Mollie  I write this with tears in my eyes, we went on Radio 5 yesterday to be interviewed about how the police involvement has ended any chance of us talking to Mummy again.

Sometimes it is so very hard and we want you to know that we never forgot you and it is so very painful that we do not even know what you look like now, despite having housefull of photos of the first 9 months of your life.

Grand dad is 67 now and has been very poorly with a chest virus and we can`t cope with all the uspet an ymore.

We will always love you and never stop hoping to be part of your life but we are not likely to apply to court to see you as Grandad worries it will make me ill and he does not want to do it, and I really do not think I could put him through it either, but it is not because we do not want to see you and would do anything we could to heal this family rift.

Be happy Mollie xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

very upsetting for Nannie and Grandad

O dear Mollie we left your presents, Auntie Joan is 88 and was not well enough to come with us, that upset Grandad and I and Grandad still not very well with his cough, but we bravely came over and it seems Mummy and Daddy had taken you out.

We put your card through the letter box and left the bag of presents with a neighbour, who kindly promised to take them over to you.  I chose the gift bag thinking you would like it with a colourful doggie on it!

We hope you like them, it upset us so very much that is unlikely we will come again, we will have to send you vouchers and save you money for when you older.
It is far too distressing for us to come over and be unable to see you.

We  could see photos of you and Daisy and it cut us into pieces that we have no idea what you look like now.  That was the most painful bit. 

Please know how much we love you and how hard it is for us.

Happy 4th Birthday on Friday Mollie!!

Another year and the heartbreak goes on.

Mollie hope you have lovely day on Friday wonder if Mummy is giving you a party.

We also hope you love the presents we chose with care for you.

You are in our hearts and minds forever.  We love you and miss you.

Never a day goes by without us thinking of you.

Nannie and Grandad Johnson  xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

todays the day!!

Well little Mollie I wrapped your presents last night, and I must admit a few tears fell, I would give anything to see you open them.

Granddad has been very ill again with chest virus, even went to doctor Mummy will tell you unheard of for him.
We have put your presents, jeans, peppa pig sweatshirt, pretty swimsuit (hope you still love swimming)and pretty dress for when the sun shines again, all wrapped in Hello Kitty and Peppa pig paper in lovely gift bag.

Auntie Joan who saw you when a baby and loves Mummy too is coming with us to deliver them.
We hope you like the presents and have a lovely time on Friday.

Grandad was too unwell to go away this weekend but I am doing my best to look after him.

We have bought you a Winnie the Pooh short stories book and some early readers as I reckon you will be soon learning to read.

Grandad so wishes he could read them to you and so do I.

We love you Mollie and think of you every day.   xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx